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Sacrificed Podcast by Chris O'LearySacrificed is a podcast about the Catholic sex abuse crisis that picks up, as my story does, where the movie SPOTLIGHT left off, providing a survivor's eye view of the crisis, its aftermath, and toll.

"I listened to your podcast today and I was blown away. Every Catholic needs to listen."

- The Angry Catholic

Each episode of Sacrificed explores and explains — with no punches pulled, no holds barred and, above all else, no enabling — the misdeeds and broken promises of the Catholic Church, including VOS ESTIS, the Pope's bill of rights for survivors.

Because it's a common concern, let me be clear that the focus of Sacrificed is on the Abuse of the Abused, and NOT the worst stuff; what happened — what was done — to me when I tried to get help from my Archdiocese of St. Louis.

NOT the terrible, gross stuff.

Instead, I focus on HOW and WHY the worst stuff happened.

I only discuss the really terrible, gross, worst stuff obliquely, at a high level, and only to the extent that's necessary to help people understand how and why it happened.

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Sacrificed Podcast

I was sexually exploited, abused, and assaulted — raped — by a priest. Then, when I went to my Archdiocese for help, that's when things got REALLY bad.

When the Abuse of the Abused began.

At the heart of Sacrificed, is a simple, but critical, question.

If the Catholic Church can do what it allowed to be done to me as a child, and what it did to me as a survivor, starting with ignoring and shunning me, openly, without fear of accountability or consequence, at the Mass of Reparation, as the cover art for my podcast shows, then what else can they justify?



When it comes to innocent children, most of all.

I don't know.

What I do know is that I refuse to allow what happened to me to happen to anyone else.

I'll be DAMNED if I allow what happened to me to happen to anyone else.

The Problem

The problem is that the treatment of too many survivors reflects a lingering, callous indifference on the part of the Catholic Church.

Epitomized by my treatment at my archdiocese's Mass of Reparation in September 2018.

Mass of Reparation

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Despite SPOTLIGHT, the Dallas Charter, Protecting God's Children,the USCCB's promise of Assistance Coordinators, the Pennsylvania Grand Jury Report, and Vos Estis Lux Mundi, the Pope's bill of rights for survivors.


The movie SPOTLIGHT exposed the horrible truth of the early years of the Catholic sex abuse crisis.

But what about survivors?

How much did SPOTLIGHT — the events the movie chronicled and the movie itself — accomplish?


I'm a survivor of the Catholic sex abuse crisis and I'm in a unique position to answer that question because my story picks up literally where SPOTLIGHT left off.


The sex abuse crisis was one of the darkest chapters in the history of the Catholic Church. One Catholics want to be over.

To move on from.

However, that impatience, while understandable, isn't appropriate.

Not if you care about survivors. And justice.

And children.

Supporting Resources

Sins of the Fathers is my collection of essays about the Catholic sex abuse crisis and my role in it. Some of the more important resources, when it comes to understanding my story, include...


If you'd like to help support my efforts to create this podcast, and expose the Abuse of the Abused by the Catholic Church, as well as The Program — or to help me just eat and pay my bills while I'm spending my time on this project — I've set up a GoFundMe...